Hey Mr. DJ, you gotta put it in Beyonce.

I'm slowly becoming addicted to my camera. Now that I'm not working for any real establishment, I'm enjoying what this photography thing does to me. It gives me something to work towards; something to perfect. I love that. I didn't have anything real to grasp onto before this, not even acting. Acting is one of those things that you already have to be amazing at to get anywhere. Even then, you have to know people in the industry and money to progress. With this photography thing, I started out with a little point and shoot not knowing anyone at shows or anyone in/working for bands and now I have all of that. This isn't me bragging, this is me enjoying my life for .2 seconds finally. I never had that and it feels great. And even when I get swarmed with photos and work to do, I still smile about it because it means my job is never really done. It never is! I will always be shooting a show or doing promo for a band and I know that the work will never die.

I have a lot of habits that I picked up over the past 3 or 4 years and they're still things I hang on to but I know I can easily let that all go because I know I'll never grow bored. I remember when I was sitting at the computer without a thing to do so I'd chat on aim for hours and kill boredom but it never killed it. Now I know I can log onto my computer and I have something to work for. I've become a workaholic since leaving Starbucks. I just crave more and more shows and working with more and more bands. I love that. I love it.

I love traveling to shows too. I'm really looking forward to going back to Nashville for We The Kings/The Cab/Valencia/Charlotte Sometimes. I know the show will be ace and I'll have a good time hanging with the bands as usual.

I don't know what this post was for but I'm excitied about all of the projects that I have under my belt. My CLOTHING LINE, my new videographer, The Casanovas, my comedy production company. All of the things that are one step away from being open to the world. Look out for it. I'm a young business woman and I know what I want. :D