Rihanna - Umbrella

What do you do when you think you've failed at something you tried so desperately to accomplish? Do you keep persuing it even after it all flatlined in front of you or do you just move on to something else? I wish I knew how else to touch base with this but I guess, honestly, there isn't much I could say. I'm just a little upset. We all get over these things right? This is probably something I should write in my actual journal but I'm far too lazy to go grab it so I'll write my cryptic thoughts here. It actually isn't cryptic though. This is a battle between me and myself. Don't you think those are the worst kinds? I'd rather have animosity towards someone else right now rather than myself but nope, it's just me currently.