Chemicals

Honestly, I believe my life could be ten times better if the shows weren't a part of it. Now, I can't lie and say I hate going to shows. I love going to shows. I love meeting the bands. I love all of that stuff. Oddly enough, I like when people come up to me and are genuinely interested in what I do and who I'm taking pictures for. I love that part of what I do but the whole unnecessary drama that comes attached? I could do without it. 100%. Something always goes down that doesn't need to happen. Someone always gets upset, someone is always started rumors or saying a lot of things that don't need to be said. I just wish life was this big easy thing where people were normal, not trying to get by with drama just for their enjoyment. If you start to talk a lot of crap, somewhere in the back of your mind, you like watching it unravel. Simple as that. So talking too much isn't something you're afraid will get you in trouble. It's like people thrive on that. I don't know how to say it but I think I actually would be a lot happier if I wasn't going to shows. And unfortunately, throwing away shows at this point, coming this far would be so stupid of me so I'm not. But I wish there was a crash course on my nights not getting ruined every time I see a band perform. If someone could write "The guide to avoiding unnecessary concert drama for dummies" guide, I would appreciate it greatly.